A Good Ending To A Bad Beginning

January 27th, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Personal | No Comments »

Last Wednesday both the boys had their annual physical. Zak is 4′8″ and 88 pounds and Humza is 3′2″ and 31pounds. They both got their vaccination and the doctor gave them a clean bill of health. VERY HEALTHY boys… until about 9:30pm when Humza came to me and said he’s got a tummy ache. And of course I didn’t pay much attention to it because everytime it’s bedtime something is up with him. I told him to go lay down on his tummy and it’ll go away. He came back to me 30 minutes later and said his tummy ache is not going away and his face was flushed and next thing you know he threw up. Then 15 minutes later he ran up to the bathroom and did again, and again, and again… until he was dry heaving at 2am and that went on until 8am. I never saw him so helpless and weak from vomitting and I couldn’t do anything to help him except rub his back and be next to him. He got so thirsty after awhile, but even a sip of water will make him vomit. Then diarrhea started, but that wasn’t as bad as the vomiting. I did not get any sleep at all. Saturday, he was getting so much better. I commend Humza for the fact that as weak as he was, he made sure he is in front of the toilet before he lets go of his vomit. For a 4 year old – yaay that’s awesome!

Late Friday evening Zak tells me he doesn’t feel well and he feels very weak… later he threw up and a new cycle begins again. And I joined Zak with his pain because I started having heartburn/indigestion feeling with a side of headache and then whatever he was going through I did too. Fortunately, both Zak and I didn’t get it as bad as Humza’s with the dry heaves but, we were very achy and weak and we did have our turn of vomiting and diarrhea and were in bed for 2 straight days. It took us until Monday to start feeling better.

Oh and my husband went to a business dinner on Saturday night, which was fine. Then he calls me and tells me at past 10:30pm that he was going to go see a friend of his for a couple of drinks. I was dumbfounded when he was telling me, but promised that he’ll be quick. So I said “ok” (thinking in my head “Dude you better be home in 90 minutes or just change your mind now). Here comes midnight – No Nasir – 1′oclock – No Nasir – 2′oclock – No Nasir. The good understanding wife that I am called him at 2:30am and he doesn’t pick up… after the 7th consecutive redial, he finally picked up and as soon as he said “hey Boo” I said “What the f@#$? you said you’ll be quick what time is it now? – thanks for taking care of your sick wife” and hung up on him. I’ve never bee so pissed at him. When he left for the business dinner, I didn’t want to say anything because it’s business – but the couple of drinks with a friend “Dude common sense” sick wife and kids or friend’s party? hmmmm. It should be a NO BRAINER! The whole time he was out, Zak would come to me and I couldn’t tend to him, Humza wants or need something, and I’m blah. I locked myself and Humza in the guestroom that night and for 2 nights that’s where I slept.

Breakfast At Tiffany'sMonday, I started to feel better and I tried to stay up, sit up and do something, so I watched Breakfast at Tiffany’s with Audrey Hepburn and George Peppard. Very classy film. Loved everything about the movie. Moon River song is very enchanting! Audrey Hepburn was very glamorous and George Peppard was so dashingly handsome. I wish people these days still dress like back in the 50’s with class and style. I’ve always liked that.

At the end of the day, Nasir apologized (of course I had to bring it up by asking how the engagement was – if I didn’t ask he wouldn’t say anything). Hopefully he learned something and remembers it in the future. I also started a little craft project and I feel better and I haven’t even slept yet.

Now, I am off to get the kids to school and get my nails done – I think I deserve it! Hopefully it’ll be a good experience at the nail salon.

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A Life Come To Life

January 24th, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Movies, Personal | No Comments »

I watched a chick flick today while folding laundry. Made of Honor with Patrick Dempsey, he is just so irresistibly cute! I enjoyed the movie, it’s funny and romantic just what I needed something uplifting.

I do believe and learned first hand that you realize how someone or something really mean to you once you’ve lost them. But then again sometimes, it just have to be that way and you just have to accept it as difficult as it may be.

As the saying goes:

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.” –Richard Bach

“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.” –Richard Bach

I am very blessed with my love life, my husband is my life, my “oxygen” without him I won’t be able to live or I would rather not. We’re opposite yet we’re so much alike. We truly are soulmates and I am very lucky to have him. He makes my life come to life and life will not be worthliving without him.

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Celebrating Obama Day!

January 20th, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Inspirational, Politics | No Comments »

I am not one who make comments about political issues and such, but today is different. Barack Hussein Obama was inaugurated today as President of the United States. At last, this country finally has HOPE! This truly is a historical moment.

INAUGURAL ADDRESS OF BARACK OBAMA

My fellow citizens:

I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors.  I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.

Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath.  The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace.  Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms.  At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because We the People have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents.

So it has been.  So it must be with this generation of Americans.

That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood.  Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred.  Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age.  Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered.  Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.

These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics.  Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land – a nagging fear that America’s decline is inevitable, and that the next generation must lower its sights.

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real.  They are serious and they are many.  They will not be met easily or in a short span of time.  But know this, America -  they will be met.

On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.

On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.

We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things.  The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation:  the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given.  It must be earned.  Our journey has never been one of short-cuts or settling for less.  It has not been the path for the faint-hearted – for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame.  Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things – some celebrated but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path towards prosperity and freedom.

For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.

For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sahn.

Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life.  They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.

This is the journey we continue today.  We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth.  Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began.  Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year.  Our capacity remains undiminished.  But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions – that time has surely passed.  Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.

For everywhere we look, there is work to be done.  The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act – not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth.  We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together.  We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology’s wonders to raise health care’s quality and lower its cost.  We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories.  And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age.  All this we can do.  And all this we will do.

Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions – who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans.  Their memories are short.  For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them – that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply.  The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works – whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified.  Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward.  Where the answer is no, programs will end.  And those of us who manage the public’s dollars will be held to account – to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day – because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill.  Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control – and that a nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous.  The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our Gross Domestic Product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on our ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart – not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.

As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals.  Our Founding Fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations.  Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience’s sake.  And so to all other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born:  know that America is a friend of each nation and every man, woman, and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and that we are ready to lead once more.

Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions.  They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please.  Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.

We are the keepers of this legacy.  Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort – even greater cooperation and understanding between nations.  We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people, and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan.  With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet.  We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness.  We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus – and non-believers.  We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect.  To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society’s ills on the West – know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy.  To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds.  And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world’s resources without regard to effect.  For the world has changed, and we must change with it.

As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains.  They have something to tell us today, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages.  We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service; a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves.  And yet, at this moment – a moment that will define a generation – it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.

For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies.  It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours.  It is the firefighter’s courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent’s willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.

Our challenges may be new.  The instruments with which we meet them may be new.  But those values upon which our success depends – hard work and honesty, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism – these things are old.  These things are true.  They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history.  What is demanded then is a return to these truths.  What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility – a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation, and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.

This is the source of our confidence – the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed – why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall, and why a man whose father less than sixty years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled.  In the year of America’s birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river.  The capital was abandoned.  The enemy was advancing.  The snow was stained with blood.  At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:

“Let it be told to the future world…that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive…that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it].“

America.  In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words.  With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come.  Let it be said by our children’s children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God’s grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.

It made me very angry when Wolf Blitzer made a comment on CNN about a part of President Obama’s speech as “double message to the Muslim world”

Sumbul Ali-Karamali wrote an article about Blitzer’s stupid analysis called Crying Wolf at the Inauguration.

Specifically, Blitzer stated: “To the Muslim world, [Obama] had a double message. He said this, he said, ‘For those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.’ But then a couple lines later, he said this: he said, ‘to the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect.’”

Obama never said America’s enemies were “the Muslim world.” Obama’s statements were separate. The first addressed our enemies. The second, much later statement, addressed “the Muslim world.” But Blitzer seemed to think it was the same thing. (To read her full blog post click here)

He is such an ignorant journalist! Not all terrorist are Muslims! you dumb f**k!

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Sleep, Where Are You?

January 13th, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Personal | No Comments »

I have been feeling tired and enervated lately since I haven’t been getting any sleep. I feel like I’m in the wrong time zone. I can’t sleep until 4ish in the morning and have to get up by 7am on school days and if I don’t have any volunteer schedule or meeting at school I head back to bed after taking Humza to school and won’t wake up until 2:30 pm in time to pick him up. And on weekends, I don’t get up until 1pm. It’s just awful, I feel like I waste a day and it makes me feel lazy. I tried taking Rozerem, but it made me sluggish the next day for the whole day. I tried laying in bed and read, watch TV, count sheeps, stars, backwards, forwards – nothing works. It’s driving me insane.

I need to change my sleeping pattern – no – I want to change my sleeping pattern for sure I just don’t know how to start it. I want to have a disciplined daily routine even on weekends and exercise at least 3 times a week.

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On This Special Day

January 7th, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Layouts | No Comments »

This is the second layout I finished from Layle Koncar’s class from CK Scrapbook Convention I took.

Reads:

[A-qi-qah] In Islam, this is a traditional celebration for announcing the birth of a child. It also involves the sacrifice of an animal in gratitude to God. On this day, the name of the child is announced and the hair is shaved. It is suggested to perform the aqiqah on the 7th day after the child’s birth.

Your aqiqah was held when you were about 5 months old and your name Humza Nasir Aziz was announced even before you were born. Humza means lion and is also the name of Prophet Muhammad’s uncle. It is considered to be a very strong name. Nasir is dad’s name and it means protector and helper. Aziz is the name of you great grandfather and it means might, strong, illustrious, highly esteemed, dearly loved, and is one of the names of Allah. Your name is supposed to be spelled Hamza but we changed it to Humza because we don’t want people to pronounce is as Ham-za.

Uncle Imran was the one who shaved your head and you were just so well behaved. You didn’t fuss or cry until when you got sleepy, so then we took a short break. After 10 minutes, while you were asleep he finished shaving you. You looked so cute with a baldhead. Dadi was here from Pakistan to celebrate your aqiqah. She cooked lots of good Pakistani food for our friends.

It is such a blessing indeed to have you in our lives. You just give us so much joy and happiness and it sure is going to be a fun ride along the way.

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Good Times

January 6th, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Layouts | No Comments »

Finally finished this 2 page layout. This was from a class I took 14 months ago taught by Layle Koncar from Scenic Route from a CK Scrapbook Convention here in Seattle. Layle was a great fun teacher and I really enjoyed the class. We did 4 two-page layout in two hours and of course as a perfectionist that I am, I didn’t finish it all in class because I’m always finicky with things I do. Tada… here it is now.

Reads:

One very hot summer afternoon, we decided to walk to the lid park because our little house on First Hill was like an oven. It was about a 20-minute walk to and from the park. We had such a nice time walking and hanging out. Both of you enjoyed playing and running around the play area. It was so cute to watch you both play and interact with each other. Zak, youa re such a great big brother to Humza – you help him get around the playground.

I enjoy the little things and simple time we share together. I love you both!!!

Summer 2007

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Welcome 2009

January 2nd, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Personal | No Comments »

Another year has come and gone and now here’s 2009 – OMG! It sounds like it’s so in the future, but it’s the present.

Last year, I didn’t really have any New Year’s Resolution, but for this year these are my New Year Resolutions:

  • To have a date with my husband once a month.
  • To get back into scrapbooking and at least complete 2 layout every month.
  • To begin teaching scrapbooking classes/workshops by Spring/Summer.
  • To stop snacking past 9pm.
I don’t want to have too many on my list because I want to make sure I will make happen this year. Wish me luck!
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A Happy New Year’s Eve

January 1st, 2009 Maricel Aziz Posted in Family, Photos | No Comments »

My day started out hectic – trying to tie up loose ends, dotting all the “i”s and crossing all the “t”s before the new year comes as I want a perfect clean slate beginning (yeah right, huh!). Well fortunately I did 99% of it – the only thing I didn’t get to do was vacuum my house (I probably will have a dirty house for the rest of the year). I try to make everything as close to perfect as I can with a notion of my fate for the rest of the year will be a such. For example, the whole house should be clean and uncluttered, there should be round fruits on the dining table (for prosperity – round means coins), all the canisters are full to the ream most specially the rice, sugar, and salt (don’t know what they represent), eating long noodles for long life… things like that. Every year, right after Christmas day, I clean out the clutter (christmas decorations and stuff) and pretty much go through every closet, cabinet, drawers, nooks, and cracks in my house and reorganize and purge. Usually the last two weeks of every year this is what I do and now I think it’s a good habit I developed.

The last part of my day was spent with friends and my family. A delicious dinner was had at PF Chang’s in Bellevue with the Judd’s. They’ve rescued us several times during the recent snow storm and we thought it’ll be nice to treat them for a change. We are very fortunate having them as friends, they are like our extended family. Love ‘em! We all enjoyed our time at the restaurant (even the 40 minutes wait with a reservation).

After dinner, we all went to the Judd’s to welcome 2009. We had cocktails, converstaions, and dancing over Get Smart movie which I really didn’t get to watch. 

This is the first time my family went out or even celebrated the New Year and we all had fun. Usually we’re just at home in our jammies in front of the TV watching the Space Needle show, popping poppers, and giving each other hugs and kisses then we go back to whatever we were doing – you know the boring celebration. But starting this year, we resolve to celebrate the new year every year with friends.

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Christmas and Humza’s Birthday 2008

December 26th, 2008 Maricel Aziz Posted in Family, Photos | No Comments »

…has come and gone and we had a great time both Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. We opened Christmas presents after midnight on Christmas day. Luckily, Humza fell asleep around 11:30pm and Santa was able to stop by and leave the presents for the boys.


Oh Christmas Tree…


“Humma wake up time to open presents”


5 minutes later – yawn – oh well, I guess he’ll open his when he wakes up


…oh wait he’s waking up – still yawning :0

the best present this year… XBox 360. the boys opened an empty box because Nasir hooked it up 2 nights before while the boys were asleep and hid it behind the TV so they can play right away and that’s exactly what they did.

Nasir and I told each other we won’t get anything for us, but we secretly did and got each other movies – lol. I was so thrilled I got Mamma Mia the one with the sing along.


HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY HUMZA!!!


make a wish… (he wished for more lightsaber swords)

On Christmas day we had Christmas dinner at the Seymore’s (Jayne’s parents). As usual, Claire cooked a fabulous meal.

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Winter Wonderland

December 21st, 2008 Maricel Aziz Posted in Family, Photos | No Comments »

It hasn’t stopped snowing since last Thursday and we currently have 15″ – 18″ of snow. I’ve been homebound for a week now and it’s driving me nuts. Now I can say I miss having an SUV.

I am panicking as I haven’t shopped for Humza’s Birthday and Christmas presents and there’s 2 days left before Christmas and his birthday. And maybe I need to get one more for Zak.

Here’s what it looks like outside… it’s still pretty, but…


and my darling husband decided to walk to downtown Mercer Island and make a movie…


bye bye honey bunches – stay warm – love you

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